Ughhh! Frustration, sadness, and anxiety has set it. The deadly combo is back with a vengance! It may have to do alot with the fact that my mom's death anniversary is coming up in a couple of days; to be exact it is on saturday. I am stressed, i am easily aggravated and I want to punch the wall. I wish I could hide under a rock and not come out for a couple of days. I am teary and irritable.
I need to take a breather! I need an escape. Maybe a pina colada? No really. I think I am having a breakdown, a melt down. I don't even know what to think!
I miss her dearly...I miss her words, her hugs, and most importantly her love....
May I find the strength to carry on and finish this day without taking out my husband..
eeeeek!!!!!
P.S.
I had a sweet day on tuesday with my brother, his gfriend, and my niece. I do enjoy those little moments with my my brother and my niece because I do not see them often. Life gets busy; but it is important that I make time for them because time/memories never comes back.....We saw BRAVE and had dinner....
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