Sunday, July 01, 2012

Downward spirals turn into whirlwinds of new begginnings

It's been a short, but unpredictable weekend. My mother's death anniversary date came up on saturday; it marked the 4 years of her departure. Difficult, overbearing, and difficult to get through...but necessary. Necessary to remember her life and celebrate it. My family held a small prayer to remember her; sweet bread and coffee to seal the deal. Currently working on becoming more centered, less anxious, and relaxing a little. It's easy for me to become overwhelmed and overworked. Trying to focus on the simple things that keep me going and happy. Truly enyoing my husband now before we ever have kids; getting to know him for him and me and him together. It is almost effortless fun with him! I laugh despite trying to be serious. I am grateful. Vegas is coming up in about 3 weeks! Excited, but nervous...mainly about flying I think. Returning to school next semester is exciting, but nerve wrecking. I am hoping for a smooth semeser. I am still yet pending to pay for this upcoming semester, which has me worried due the fact that it is so close to Vegas. Vegas, school, my birthday, etc. This can be done; with budgets I presume! I hope so... Did some shopping today at lowes. Finally got myself some of that mulch I needed for my garden...i really need to cover up some of those patches that are screaming for some mulch. Bought a cute dress at Jcpenney for Vegas, a sundress, and a skirt. I am proud to say that I finally made a choice (i am so undecisive!!!) and bought a perfume! I am not one to buy expensive perfumes or even glasses! But I am happy because I've been excited to buy something for myself for once! It's called Lolita Lempicka! This shall and best last me for a while...

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