Monthly Posting

It's been too long! I miss you blogger, but my school papers have become priority!! I've nevertheless slaved into weekend homework binges. Good news, I have kept up with my workouts!!! Feeling stronger each day and loving the inner tranquility it is giving me. Controlled chaos I refer to it...Hoping this semester flies by, but who am I kidding... September is almost over and October is around the corner!!! Nearly a month and a half left only! The holidays are approaching and I will be able to eat in peace and without regrets!!! haha, such a fattie (the things I think about!) Anyways, I shall return back to the books. Toodles!

Busy as a Bee

This is absolutely the best chapstick i've ever used! I could bathe in this stuff! Honestly, it is worth the extra pennies. I will never use any other chapstick again!! The good thing about burt's bees products is that they are 100 percent natural and they do not test on animals! <3 Excited, because I have an extra long weekend coming up! I am working only 8 to 1pm on Friday and I am off saturday, sunday, and Monday. Looking fowarding to bumming around and enjoying the last bits of freedom I have prior to starting another semester of school! School starts up again on August 27! Excited, but nervous. Excited that my mind will be busy, but nervous about feeling extremely fatigued again. Between work and school, it gives me little time to just relax and even less time to exercise. That indeed has me walking on eggshells. So far, exercising is on positive continuum! The more I do it, the better I feel and the better my mood is! Haven't had a fallout in a couple of weeks. Feels good to feel positive again. It takes effort for me to be less anxious and worried about a million things. I guess that comes along with being a nurse. My mind sometimes tends to race with the most absurd things! Exercising definetly helps soothe my frazzled nerves!!! If you are looking for a way out from a rut, run and sweat your heart out!!!

Manic Monday

As much as mondays are a blur and sometimes painful I am aware that they must occur in order to get to Friday! Today was not so bad... Noticeable points throughout my day were the following: -Mornings are completely busy for me and I definetly need my coffee to function. -Why can't I wake up before 7? (have to be at work by 8am!) -Why does my hair suck? -Do I have to do my makeup everyday? i like naked mondays! lol naked face wise! -I need new scrubs. -Im hungry again! damn. -I'm poking someone, I have a right to refuse to answer the phone. Come find me! -My hands are dry i need to dip myself in oil! -What time is it, i havent peed for the last 3 hours!!! Despite my constant race of thoughts, i laughed through the day. I proved my work ethic and my competency. I got through my day and I reminded myself that in the end of the day, I was healthy and lucky to be alive. No need to complain or feel sorry for myself because I had to be working or because I had a load of patients to see in a limited amount of hours. You see, working in Oncology is not always a happy filled day for nursing; there are days that you see loss and a grieving family. But amongst all this sadness, you also see gratefulness, bravery, and simpleness. Because in the end, you are what you have lived and experienced. You have lived.