Wednesday, December 12, 2012

rocks & fires.

So what is your story? Is your story a horror, comedy, tragedy, or romance? For the most part, most people experience a multi-dimensional story line. Sometimes you travel back and forth between the spectrums and it can become pretty exhausting. Living with anxiety is exactly the case as well. Reading my blogs, you can account and note the ups and down that come of it. Overcoming it w/o the aid of medication is even more difficult, yet rewarding in some way. Trying to find the stepping stones that will get you through that drowning river is even more interesting and at times horrifying. There are moments when you feel so vulnerable, hurt, angry, and scared that at times you forget to realize the beauty in the small things that you do have in your life. My husband for one; his heart and mind are so different from mine. Yet so wonderful in so many ways I can't even begin to imagine. An eccentric fellow with a love for playing his brass instrument an for biology. What a ham! To be able to love through the differences in character and wit truly takes courage. You chose to accept and embrace the differences in yourself and in your partner. Mostly, he is such a rock for me. Puts up with my shit... Learns to separate himself when he needs to... when I am out of my mind... A romance has definetly been unraveling for the last series of years. Our 4 year marriage anniversary is actually coming up. So cheers to the rocks in our lives. There are definetly the ones that hold us through and start the fires in our souls that keep us burning with love.

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