I'm a total insomniac. My life is ruled by sleepness nights. Big part of it is my job. I really want to switch to the day shift, but apparently night is skinny and i'm too fat to fit in days. ha. I hate being backward. I feel as if i'm living my life backwards. Socializing, eating, pooping at night. Catching zzz's at day. I'm lonely. I miss my mommy. It's been only 2wks since her death and it feels as if it was yesterday. I'm still looking for a hobby to fill that void. I haven't gone to the beach in a while. Maybe I'll go swimming, or go lay on the sand. That would be great. I'm scheduled to be off for this weekend. I don't know if that will happen. I need to make up the days I was out. I don't know. There is always time to work. To make money. Never enough time to live life. To appreciate everything around us. I'm tired. This shift will end soon. Until then. Peace.
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Thank you for being the first commenter (ever) on my blog. I am very sorry that you have lost your mother, but from what I have read, you were an excellent daughter in providing the love and care that she needed.
Don't give up on work, I too know it can be hard but you are doing a wonderful thing in helping others. Keep your head up.
MataHari
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