Another month has flown by and another one is just arriving. O-c-t-o-b-e-r. The month of pumpkins. The month of leaves falling. Orange, yellow, brown. Scarecrows, candy and warm crisp nights. Horror tales. Beautiful night skies...
The months are closing in on the wedding. Pretty soon I'll be Mrs. Mendoza. I'm pretty excited and nervous. I hope I can live up to the expectations. You know, clean, cook, be a good mother to my future children. Good wife, good lover, good everything. I think it will take time for me to adjust to the new life, but I'm sure things will be okay. I'm sure i'll adjust. My fiance and I have talked about it and we've decided we are going to wait a while before having kids. I'm definetly not ready for it. I still feel the need to be selfish. To provide for myself only and for my fiance. I know once I have kids, my priorities will change, and I'll be no longer first on the list...so we've decided to enjoy ourselves first and then try. I'm just glad my fiance and I both agreed on the fact that
- We do want kids
- We want to wait a while before having them.
But, hey who knows. Maybe we'll want one and have one early. You just never know. Plus, knowing me and my fickleness (word?), I'll want one.
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My fiance and I have this marriage seminar on friday and saturday. I'm actually looking foward to it. Hey, I'm all ears in finding out the recipe for a good marriage...
So those are the plans for this weekend... I'm off friday and saturday and they've scheduled me extra for sunday. I guess it should be okay...Extra cash is always niiice.
anyway,
peace out.
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