sunshine out

It's 1239 my sister in law leaves back home today. She spent the night last night, and her mother picked up us both this morning for some shopping and breakfast. She leaves around 4ish... Will miss her very much; hanging around her brings back so many homey memories (homey?)... Of old times, when life was even simpler and yet more difficult. Oh adolescence is so complicated, yuck! Regardless this weekend has been exhausting and fast. Having an extra 2 days off aside from sat and sun is helpful in getting things done, but at times it seems like prolonged hecticness. Either that, or my own mind is exhausting! The weather doesn't help either. It has been cold for the last few days and well the grayness and gloominess hasn't kept me bright and awake. Sleep is all I crave at the moment. Hoping to exercise in a few hours. I just need to find the push to do so..Srsly, i need some sun!

much needed break...

The finale of the semester has finally arrived! I am perfectly ready to savor the new acquired freedom, for at least one month. I am super stoked; hoping for 2 A's, but my grades won't come in until in a few days...Until then we will wait! My sweet sister-in-law has been here since wednesday; she arrived from pittsburgh...I've missed her very much and I ham hoping I will see her more often. Maybe we should visit; make it a trip?! Because of her, I am grateful to have met my wonderful husband! The weekend has been intense; with so much reminiscing and so much emotion... That is what life is about, I suppose. Remembering the moments that made you shine from within. I'm hoping to encircle fitness again; I'm yearning to feel good from within and feel the positivity begin to radiate within me. With the added stress from work, school, and life, I have been beggining to feel dark...and gloomy; like dusk. I've began to try to understand the dusk and learn from my vulnerable moments. Because in vulnerable moments, you learn most about yourself. Regardless of the process of learning and burning...I need to find strength withn my passions in life. Find the good in the bad and begin to take control of my life; being anxious gets me nowhere. Easier said than done right? Grateful to have my blog back!